You offered me Free-of-charge kind of friendship No fees no taxes No harm whatsoever I'm simply blessed No one can replace you No one can even take a resemblance And I love you for that And I cherish you more than ever We are friends forever And forever..
Touch my life with tenderness and fill my cup with love.
The more you think about it, life gets harder every day. You strive to do the right thing, but at times, it can go astray. It's hard keeping up, with all the things you want to do. Your intentions are on the right track, but it can run away with you. Today we live in a world, that is materialistic. Everybody strives for more. We've forgotten about, the important things in life and we have to remember, the why, the where and the for. Let's get back to the reality, of what life is supposed to be. Then once again, we can find our way, for a better life, for you and me! ~ Audrey Heller
And yes, the most important thing is: I just want to be myself
But guess what? Sometimes it's hard to be "you" during the day. A person with their eyes set on the goal of getting from point A to point B. Sure, we have our difficult times, losses, failures, disappointments and sometimes aching pain.
Owh, how I wish I could turn back the hands of time.
But the point of life in my eyes is to make the best of your time. We only have one life. So, why bother to just see it as a horrible time when you can strive for and achieve happiness. I've gone thru a lot of hard times. Seriously. But now that I know that despite my past, I am happy and its worth it.
Semenjak berangan nak bukak kedai sendiri ni, pergi kerja pun semakin berkobar2. Semangat membuak-buak seperti kanak-kanak menyanyi lagu 'Negaraku' semasa perhimpunan sekolah. Pagi-pagi lagi da motivatekan diri :
"Wanie, pergi kerja. Dapat gaji nanti joli."
eh, bukan.
"Wanie, pergi kerja. Dapat gaji nanti simpan banyak2."
Selalunya, nak bangun pagi pergi kerja, bukan main susah lagi. Boleh menangislahh nak bangun tu. haha. Tapi bila sampai satu tahap, satu seruan, satu semangat sebab nak mengejar impian.. tabiat buruk tu dapat jugak dikikis sedikit demi sedikit. haih. Susah nak dijelaskan dengan kata-kata. Setiap hari hati melonjak-lonjak untuk menggapai impian tersebut ASAP. Kalau boleh, sedar-sedar je duit simpanan dah cukup. Kan bagus kalau macam tu.
Tapi orang cakap, bukan senang nak jadi senang. Bila susah nak jadi senang tu la kita akan lebih menghargai kesenangan tersebut. Jadi, kesimpulannya, bersabar la Wanie. Insya-Allah impian tu boleh terlaksana. Bukan sekarang, bukan lagi dua hari atau next week.
I wish I could go back to the day before we met and skip my regret. I wish I wasn't in love with you so you couldn't hurt me. It just ain't fair the way you treat me. No you dont deserve me. Wasted my time thinking about you and you ain't never gone change. I wish I wasn't in love with you. So I wouldn't feel this way. When you touch me my heart melts and everything you did wrong, I forget. So you play me and take advantage of the love that I feel for you. Why you wanna hurt me so bad? I believed in you thats why I'm so mad. Now I'm drowning in disappointment. And it's hard for me to even look at you.